Sunday, November 02, 2003
Music:Just like a pill
Mood:-
Feeling:Tired
Weather: 40 Degrees
Hey. Not too mad today...^^
Last night at the dance Caro danced with Jeremy, and whatever...we said some stuff, and Kelly joined in at the end of the conversation, and went off and told Caro what we said, which sounded awful, cause she didn't get the whole story, so like everyone is mad at Kelly, but we're fine with Caro...kinda funny, actually.
I'm scared...I think I like ____. I can't like him, I just can't. ~smacks forehead~ I musn't...maybe the crush will be over soon...I wonder who he likes...well, I know, but she's an actress...so that doesn't really help.
I went to Lewis today to get some pics, and this really hot guy watched me walk in, and like stared at me for a while, and when I looked over at him, he looked down really quick, and then back up, and so I'd start to giggle, ya know...it was hillarious.
I wanna boyfriend. I really do. But I'm not gonna show it at school, cause then no one will like me, and most guys like a mysterious chik...not one that throws themselves at them...maybe after volleyball is over(last day is tomorrow), guys will notice me more, cause then I can start wearing more makeup, jewlery, and my thongs...lmfao!!! But yeah...
I'm gonna go on a diet. I wanna lose weight, so I look really good at the formal, and for my brother's wedding...and maybe guys don't like me cause I'm not really skinny...
I seriously want a boyfriend! Someone that I can cuddle with when we watch a scary movie together...I dunno...^^
I got back from mass about an hour ago...Mary was there...she didn't really talk to me...she didn't turn around and say peace either...I'm confused...~sigh~
High school is a big world of Punks, Preps, Geeks, Jocks, Goths, and many other people. The challenge isn't finding who you are to hang out with, but who you will become.
~listens to WHERE IS THE LOVE?~ I love this song so much.
Well, my eyes hurt...Farewell.
Single-
-Sue
Mood:-
Feeling:Tired
Weather: 40 Degrees
Hey. Not too mad today...^^
Last night at the dance Caro danced with Jeremy, and whatever...we said some stuff, and Kelly joined in at the end of the conversation, and went off and told Caro what we said, which sounded awful, cause she didn't get the whole story, so like everyone is mad at Kelly, but we're fine with Caro...kinda funny, actually.
I'm scared...I think I like ____. I can't like him, I just can't. ~smacks forehead~ I musn't...maybe the crush will be over soon...I wonder who he likes...well, I know, but she's an actress...so that doesn't really help.
I went to Lewis today to get some pics, and this really hot guy watched me walk in, and like stared at me for a while, and when I looked over at him, he looked down really quick, and then back up, and so I'd start to giggle, ya know...it was hillarious.
I wanna boyfriend. I really do. But I'm not gonna show it at school, cause then no one will like me, and most guys like a mysterious chik...not one that throws themselves at them...maybe after volleyball is over(last day is tomorrow), guys will notice me more, cause then I can start wearing more makeup, jewlery, and my thongs...lmfao!!! But yeah...
I'm gonna go on a diet. I wanna lose weight, so I look really good at the formal, and for my brother's wedding...and maybe guys don't like me cause I'm not really skinny...
I seriously want a boyfriend! Someone that I can cuddle with when we watch a scary movie together...I dunno...^^
I got back from mass about an hour ago...Mary was there...she didn't really talk to me...she didn't turn around and say peace either...I'm confused...~sigh~
High school is a big world of Punks, Preps, Geeks, Jocks, Goths, and many other people. The challenge isn't finding who you are to hang out with, but who you will become.
~listens to WHERE IS THE LOVE?~ I love this song so much.
Well, my eyes hurt...Farewell.
Single-
-Sue
Saturday, October 25, 2003
Music: none
Mood: -
Feeling:-
Weather: Freezing, it snowed earlier!!
Hi. It's damn cold here in South Dakota. Very windy also.
Well, this weekend is just dandy isn't it? NO! Everything has sucked...except the mall, that was pretty fun...I just wish we could have stayed longer, or that I could have gotten a purse. Oh well...
Mary pretty much hates my dad...~sigh~...he did believe that she looked for us, he was just waiting for a long time, and was tired. whatever...I don't really wanna fuss with it, but it kinda makes me feel like shit knowing that she hates him or whatever. He's a great guy. I know he is. If other people don't see that, well, whatever.
I just wanna go to hot topic and buy everything...I'm weird like that...I really like that store. It's awesome.
Gosh, my day was going well till I read that...the blogger...nevermind...god, I dunno if I wanna go to the play, I mean I do, but I don't. I dunno.
~crawls under bed~
Mood: -
Feeling:-
Weather: Freezing, it snowed earlier!!
Hi. It's damn cold here in South Dakota. Very windy also.
Well, this weekend is just dandy isn't it? NO! Everything has sucked...except the mall, that was pretty fun...I just wish we could have stayed longer, or that I could have gotten a purse. Oh well...
Mary pretty much hates my dad...~sigh~...he did believe that she looked for us, he was just waiting for a long time, and was tired. whatever...I don't really wanna fuss with it, but it kinda makes me feel like shit knowing that she hates him or whatever. He's a great guy. I know he is. If other people don't see that, well, whatever.
I just wanna go to hot topic and buy everything...I'm weird like that...I really like that store. It's awesome.
Gosh, my day was going well till I read that...the blogger...nevermind...god, I dunno if I wanna go to the play, I mean I do, but I don't. I dunno.
~crawls under bed~
Sunday, October 19, 2003
Hi. I'm Sue. Nice to meet you. I'm gonna write in here when I'm torked, so...enjoy...heh..heh..
Alright, is it soooo bad for a girl to want a boyfriend? Hell no. I'm a teenage girl and I want one, sue me. Gawd...look at this:
"Sue is sad, she wants a boy friend really bad, and I guess I can only say this because I've had one, but, they're not all they're cracked up to be. I mean, kissing romantically and hugging, and being able to have a blast with them is not how it goes AT ALL. Firt off, the guy is only nice to you when you're alone, when he's with his buddies he's not going to be all cute to you, second, it's really hard for teenagers to have a fun relationship, with all the emotions and things mixed in. I TRIED telling her, but I'm guessing Andrea is being too big of an influence on her and she's going off the deepend."
-Lauren wrote that in HER blog. Is it a sin to want a boyfriend? And might I add that the boyfriend she's had aren't all that great, and not every guy is the same...good Lord...seriously!!!
I'm a little mad at Carolyn cause she lied to Mary about being best friends...so Mary's hurtin'.
Gosh, I'm really mad about what Lauren said! It makes me feel like I'll never get a good boyfriend, so I should just give up...well I'll tell you what, I'm not gonna give up, when I do get a good boyfriend, I'll pro'lly shove it in her face! Oh, and I'm gonna save this, so she can't say "well, I didn't say that" and I can say "Oh yeah? I have proof" ~growls~
Well, I must go...I need to take a shower.
PO'ed,
Sue
Alright, is it soooo bad for a girl to want a boyfriend? Hell no. I'm a teenage girl and I want one, sue me. Gawd...look at this:
"Sue is sad, she wants a boy friend really bad, and I guess I can only say this because I've had one, but, they're not all they're cracked up to be. I mean, kissing romantically and hugging, and being able to have a blast with them is not how it goes AT ALL. Firt off, the guy is only nice to you when you're alone, when he's with his buddies he's not going to be all cute to you, second, it's really hard for teenagers to have a fun relationship, with all the emotions and things mixed in. I TRIED telling her, but I'm guessing Andrea is being too big of an influence on her and she's going off the deepend."
-Lauren wrote that in HER blog. Is it a sin to want a boyfriend? And might I add that the boyfriend she's had aren't all that great, and not every guy is the same...good Lord...seriously!!!
I'm a little mad at Carolyn cause she lied to Mary about being best friends...so Mary's hurtin'.
Gosh, I'm really mad about what Lauren said! It makes me feel like I'll never get a good boyfriend, so I should just give up...well I'll tell you what, I'm not gonna give up, when I do get a good boyfriend, I'll pro'lly shove it in her face! Oh, and I'm gonna save this, so she can't say "well, I didn't say that" and I can say "Oh yeah? I have proof" ~growls~
Well, I must go...I need to take a shower.
PO'ed,
Sue
